Rollercoaster...

How comes that we cannot stop the time...just for a little while at least...? We need time to think...to meditate at our lives, to see the path clearly. But we live on a planet on which the time is always on a race towards the terminal point, which is death.
So in this hectic race we often get lost into the labirinth of life and are fooled by the appearances. As a result humans end up hurting each other unconciously, because the essence of things is lost throughout the...time. The worst part is that it requires a lot of inner strenght and self control to actually separate oneself from the mirrage of life's limited pleasures and meditate a little at the real meaning of life, if there is one. But with all the power of one's personality and mind it is impossible sometimes to stop from the race...it is just like a rollercoaster...you go with the flow without thinking or opposing to it.
There are times when you think you need a bigger break, more time for you personal self but you NEED, you MUST carry on with life's duties no matter what.
I personally need more time to sleep...that semideath state of mind is very creative for myself...but there it goes...it goes on and on and on...and my only loyal friend remains, in this case, ''the black death''...lots of it...oh, and good music, a book,and so the school day passes